I think my soul just threw up a little bit
posted in horrors by catherine“I’m no VIP, I’m not even an IP; I’m just a lonely little P sitting out here in the gutter.”
Today I’m going to learn how to spell… ‘miscellaneous’ without looking it up first or getting red spellcheckered. Holy crap, I just did it! What a fluke, it wasn’t from memory… =/ So by today’s end, I’ll definitely know how, by heart, fer sure.
Yesterday, I wrote a whole bunch. Wrote sickening stuff that made me kinda believe I was ready to share with more people, felt like I owed explanation of my weird-ass behavior issues, but I was oooh-so-very mistaken and had to retract the long blahblahbleeblah on the big ol’ bad.
Maybe it is better to just forgive, forget, and get the hell out of town.
Which is what I will do, end of the month maybe. No, not maybe, definitely. Screw work and being a responsible young adult. Screw telling my parents anything. And definitely screw the insurmountable stack of bills calling me out to play whoopee with the check book.
just icing on the horror
“How do I explain this to you: last night I ate the best cake of my life. You think I’m gonna let that cake out of my life? Hell no! I’m gonna find out what bakery made that cake, and then I’m gonna get some more cake!”
“The cake really got to you, huh?”
“…It haunts me.”
taurus
You may be revisiting an old issue today as you try to find a workable balance between your individual needs and those of your friends and associates. If you are involved in a project with others, it could be challenging to function as part of the team without becoming less effective. Instead of worrying about your productivity now, just do what you can to fit in with the group.
cancer
Even if you know exactly what you must do today, your dreams can lead you all over the map before you arrive at your destination. You may get quite concerned because of the wasted time and energy, but you can change your attitude by accepting the idea that everything happens for a purpose. You may not accomplish what you originally set out to do, but where you end up may be even better.
leo
If you have a business partner, you could get dragged into a messy situation today — one that won’t likely be untangled easily. Handling the complexity of other people’s emotions can be hard work yet it’s even more difficult when there is money at stake. Keep in mind that the differences between you and someone else may ultimately be simpler to bridge than the gulf between your head and your heart.
libra
If you have been living with a secret and still have not brought it out into the open, now it’s time to stop worrying about it for a bit. You have other tasks to handle today and you must focus on mundane issues, such as the details of a project at work. Taking your mind off your inner life now can set the stage for the outer journey that begins tomorrow.
sagittarius
Once again you are stretched between issues at home and responsibilities at work. This time, however, you should be able to resolve any problem — at least on a temporary basis. Luckily, it feels as if you have invisible helpers, doing magic on your behalf in parallel universes. You’re not crazy, but it’s still a good idea to keep this secret to yourself for now.
~these have been strangely right-on-target the last few days.